I make coffee, breakfast smoothies and pack Tony's lunch and send him on his way.
Now what? So many ideas floating around in that brain of mine! I begin with two of my daily reads, getting my dose of inspiration. Maybe immediate or maybe it comes later when I least expect it.
This is me. I know that now. I am someone who never wants to stop creating. I live beneath the surface. My Dosha is Pitta, "Fire", but in a very covert way. Calm on the outside and fire on the inside. As my mind creates, I feel all emotions in my heart. At the same time I am creating I am vulnerable. Oh if you could hear the conversation in my head. Big ideas met with the voice of the ego telling me I must be insane. Then the passive aggressive voices of people from my past.
"God, why am I still letting people or situations from the past come into my thoughts?" This is a lesson that took me a long time to learn. I am still learning. The lesson, I am me! Say it with me, "I AM ME!" It gives me chills. From the very first time I remember feeling ugly because of something someone said to me at age 5 to finding out someone was saying things about me behind my back at age 45, I AM ME! These pains have helped shape me. I am still a work in progress, but I have never felt so comfortable in my own skin as I do today. I am learning the lessons daily! And each time the lessons come faster.
We are all on a journey unique to each of us. For me it is a discovery of listening to my internal guide and being ME! Don't let someone else tell you how you should be. I've been told I think too much and for a long time I let that be a negative. But it's not! If I am not thinking and creating, I would not be where I am now. The lesson is to learn to release the thoughts that don't move you forward towards your purpose. Breathe deep. Take time to reflect, journal and spend time on your mat, eat healthy and get outside. Do what brings you peace within. My advice to ME and YOU, be gentle with yourself and let go of people and situations that do not serve you to your highest power.
Now go out and create YOUR day!